I feel you expanding.
I feel the discomfort in the stretching.
I feel the excitement bubbling and the passion running through my veins.
I am torn between ‘I’m ready’ and ‘I can’t do this’.
I have often held you so tightly that you couldn’t move, restricting the flow and controlling the beat. I’m sorry for boxing you in and holding you back.
I release you to dream again, bigger than ever before. You are free to dance and sing in your own unique way.
Oh heart, I am proud that you are mine.
I love you so very much, I know I haven’t always accepted the way you do things, but its time for that to change.
I embrace you and all that you are, all that you carry and all that you choose to give. No longer will I halt you in your tracks because of the ‘shoulds’.
Mind carries wisdom and you carry soul and together we can work in unity, in wholeness to walk a path of joy.
Oh to feel joy again.
You have given me glimpses of it in recent weeks and I felt the delight run through my body. Like a child, not a care in the world, running free, laughing and at peace.
Accepting myself as I am has been a journey, but you never gave up on me, you never stopped loving me. Your constant love, acceptance and hope have carried me through the years even though I haven’t always loved you back.
I cannot do this without you, I don’t want to. Let’s do this together, let’s step in time and love those around us well.
Oh heart I love you.
I promise to give you a voice, to share you and to honour your treasures.
Beki is the founder of Believe in ME. She loves seeing women walk in wholeness with their creator.